Gift & Curse

As you already know I'm about to turn twenty-five
I started to date I think when I turned seventeen
And yeah in these past couple of years I've really went through a lot
Like a lot
I went through a lot of ups and downs
And yeah just recently I was thinking
And I started to notice a pattern in my dating history
And I also realized that I always kind of went for the same type of guy
And yeah
I always used to give them all of me
Like one hundred percent right away
And even ignored the red flags

Uhhhh
Uhhhh
Uhhhh

She said I got a situation
Talking to this guy for a while then we was dating
Swept me off my feet when we met it was amazing
If I'm being honest he exceeded expectations
Exceeded expectations

Then suddenly he just changed up
Said he need some distance wish I would've known from day 1
Tell me what I'm missing I keep falling for the same ones
Thought that this was different I still hate the fact we made love
Hate that fact we made love

I told her first things first
You gotta know your worth
And when it come to this girl it's a Gift and a curse
Yeah
First things first
You gotta know your worth
And when it come to this girl it's a Gift and a curse
Yeah, yeah
Gift and a curse
And when it come to this girl it's a
She said what I'm doing wrong
Should I be moving on
Thought it was mutual
He told me I'm
She said he told me I'm beautiful
She said he told me I'm beautiful
I told her first things first
You gotta know your worth
And when it come to this
Girl it's a

Yeah
She say
I
Don't
Know
Why
I
Still
Find
Guys
Who
Sit
Back
And Lie
Then take
The time
To waste
My time

She say
I
Don't
Know
Why
I
Still
Find
Guys
Who
Sit
Back
And Lie
Then take
The time
To waste
My time

I told her first things first
You gotta know your worth
And when it come to this girl it's a Gift and a curse
Yeah
First things first
You gotta know your worth
And when it come to this girl it's a Gift and a curse
Yeah, yeah
Gift and a curse
And when it come to this girl it's a
She said what I'm doing wrong
Should I be moving on
Thought it was mutual
He told me I'm
She said he told me I'm beautiful
She said he told me I'm beautiful
I told her first things first
You gotta know your worth
And when it come to this
Girl it's a

She said what does that mean?
Mean
Mean
What does that mean?
Mean
Mean

Your a queen
Your a queen
Your a queen
Your a queen
Your a queen
Your a queen
Your a queen
You gotta know you a queen
You gotta know you a queen

I told her first things first
You gotta know your worth
And when it come to this girl it's a gift and curse
Yeah

There are just things that I want in my future relationship
I learned that if I want my relationship to work
The foundation should be built on trust honesty and of course on like our beliefs
Like God plays such an important role in a relationship
Like God will guide you through your dating phase to your relationship phase to your Marriage and even further
And I learned that it's so important that God is always involved in the relationship
It's important to know how the person you're dating thinks about God
What he knows, what he doesn't know
What he believes in
I just learned that it's more important than I always assumed