Tear Me Down

Listen to your heart and you're weak now
Look into her eyes, and you trip wow
Listen to your mind, and you freak out
Look out at the window and you

Shawty says she down, when she needs somebody
She don't wanna hang cause I got no party
Silent mode on, spotlights on her body
Game is never guaranteed, babe

Look in the mirror, I can only take the blame now
On my bed, I don't wanna go
You tear me down
Am on my way, anyway

Headphones on, on the roadside
Looking at my phone like I'm online
Tryna get an angle, make a jawline
Dude I am so cringe, please don't mind (So cringe)
It's just the people that make me so god damn paranoid
When I was in the bus I saw her sitting there (TTC)
She made me act like I was totally unaware
She made me overthink everything that I ever did (No cap)
She made me forget the person that I've always been
Be aware, be aware
That's what they said
And I'm too good to be a friend like she cared
And I believe her cause I'm blinded by the cliche
Thoughts about us ever being together
Damn
Never mind I'm just thinking out loud
All these thoughts in my mind
I don't even know how (For real)
Sipping up the liquor stick me down like a sticker
I make decisions way quicker now that I know that

Shawty says she down, when she needs somebody
She don't wanna hang cause I got no party
Silent mode on, spotlights on her body
Game is never guaranteed, babe

Look in the mirror, I can only take the blame now
On my bed, I don't wanna go
You tear me down
Am on my way, anyway

You said you never left me, stay with me until the dawn
You said we going on the road you wanna fall apart
How many times, tryna fix the hole in my heart
How many nights, freaking tears dropping on my palm

I just wanted to let them know how I feel
Looking for them in the window pane
Tryna forget it, but when I reset it
All of my efforts go in vain
Try to conceal the hurricane
So many feelings I can't restrain
My brain cannot handle it, things that are happening
Capping but I might just go insane

Pray to the lord, I can't control (God)
Thoughts and my body and my soul (Let's go)
Look at the painting splashed in my head
I ain't go back anymore

You ain't never go back anymore
We ain't never go on anymore

Nevermind, too much baggage, carry on
Ride or die, Diva fakes her crowns on
Hate me, we gon rise like black swan

Shawty really down (Shawty really down)
Shawty really down
Should I listen to them people or should I go around
Looking like she wanted to, but I really doubt that
Go around and, go around and (Shawty really)

You tear me down, oh
Shawty says she down, eh eh
You tear me down, oh
Shawty says she down
Tear me down