I'm Still Here

Hang on
My selfishness is built like stone
They'll break you with a hammer of verbs
Like you can build a career
You'll pretend you can
Then learn not to lie
Selfishness is wrote on stone
They'll read the word and ask why you lied
So you say this and that to hide
It's squeen to lie but how will they ever know

And I'm still here at your feet
And I'm still here at your defense
And if you're guilty of selfishness
It's no defense
When I'm just helping you out

Think it was right since times escaped
Because your words are still fading on my wall
God says prayer comes true
But when will my prayers come through
So you pray that one day he can talk
And he walk in the door
And look you straight in the eye
With mountains to walk
Should I give in
Or should I pray, wait and close my mouth
Till it's shut
To know a Man who has made me like this
Confused that I need Mothers strength to feel wanted
The truth is it hurts
Well I know
I'm not as selfish as you
I hope

And I'm still here at your feet
And I'm still here at your defense
And if you're guilty of selfishness
It's no defense when I'm just helping you out

And I'm sure in all my words
Selfishness has worn off
So we can restore our love

Thank you guys
I don't know what to say
I'm very happy, and I'm very sad
I love Julian with all my heart
And I wish he were here
I wish he were here