Medic!!!

I'm fucking tired
I'm fucking lonely
I'm always worried
About fucking money

I love my friends
God-sent appointments
But I always feel like
A disappointment

I want a body
I want a mind
My body's not mine
And my mind's lying

I'm fucking losing sleep
My father's demons creep
My rapist haunts my dreams
Is six feet deep

Don't cash your checks or ring the bell
This is not how it ends
But it grows in the shadows
When you don't acknowledge it

History repeats itself
Like razor blades and no seat belts
When you pretend it never happened

So fucking help me
I'm asking this time
I'm not OK
I'm done with lying

So fucking help me
I'm asking this time
I'm not OK
I'm done with lying
I'm done with lying



Credits
Writer(s): Tara Morgan
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