Testing If I Can Fly

I know it came up as a surprise
I know I didn't exactly warn you
About what I was gonna do
I know, I know, darlings
I know you're not happy I'm doing this
I know you wanted me to stay
Like you all did
But guys, I'm not going anywhere
Just spreading my wings a little bit
Testing if I, if I can fly
(Oh, I can fly)

Take it back to the start
Four years
God, did you think we'd get this far
We spread our wings
Went up, came burning down
While our feet were still on the ground
And that's what I wanna test
How I can make it in this mess
I need this, I need this
Oh, darlings, I need this
Oh, yes, I do

I know there's something missing here
It's just not the same
But I'm taking all I can from this little dream
That I'll soon be woken up from
'Cause you'd never let me go
Oh, you need me, don't ya

I've been scared to come down
I've been afraid of the fall
I've been contemplating everything
Whether I should go or stay
I've been contemplating
If I should even be here today
Oh, guys, can't you see
It's what I need



Credits
Writer(s): Jeremi Enwald
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