The october freestyle

Used and confused
I should do time
For the way I did you
And you had me gassed
When you said I'll see you soon
You be jumping to conclusions
Like a kangaroo

Shout out to that bitch
I know she hate me
Cheat on every girl I'm with now
That's how you made me
And I stuck a knife in the
Same heart that you gave me
Love got a nigga traumatized
How can you blame me
Bro got the twelve gage
I call him tom brady
Even if I don't love the bitch
I lie and tell her maybe
Unexpected pop ups at your crib
I'm not even that crazy
Bringing up old things
When you already forgave me
You keep telling me I'm wilding
You keep lying you not honest
Running from my problems
Like Im sonic
Friend zoning niggas we platonic
I apologize I was jaded
But that don't justify
The things I'm saying
I hit you up mad times
But you keep playing
Can we switch the conversation
From vacations
Cause all we talk about is vacations

I got one heart
But you got two faces
I know you bringing to the grave
That shit you did in Vegas
Eating off only fans
And you know thats outrageous
The things I gotta tell my son
You doing goodness gracious
Still living in the trenches
But you moving like you made it
You on the gram
Looking mad happy and I hate it
I know I sound crazy
I know I sound jaded
Coming up with different ways
On how to say it
I tried to explain it
But I can't really explain it
You gave your friends my address
Got my privacy invaded
I'm outside shaking off
The lies that you created
You left me I got a whack
Bitch I downgraded
I really should've waited
But I don't know patience
I was acting like a bitch when
You was here I kept complaining
Your name was on the lease
And I went and got complacent
Running from my problems
Like I'm racing
What am I chasing
You just wanted space and
I couldn't go embrace it
You left me then turned gay
I still couldn't face it
All the history that we have
I can't erase it
All the money and the energy
That I gave it
I'm trying to escape it
I'm trying to explain it
But I cant really explain it
I guess this the only way
I know how to say it

Lets ignore the fact that
You made me lose my mind
Back seat twisting up the
Leaf with the vibes
Told myself I won't
Write a song bout you five times
It's ironic how I ride how I ride



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Writer(s): Zadock Laws
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