Seeing Stars

I miss you like a target
Moving by too fast
I am in the present
And you are shootng past me
Like a star into the tapestry of night
To join the other points of light
To be a beacon among beacons for the rest of us to see

But I am lonely seeing stars
I still do my best to try and see
Any messages in blinking lights to me
Messages that might be meant for me

Well, I was never ready to go
Now I'm puttng on my boots and I'm puttng on my coat
And now I go out in the snow
With the music in the background telling me that I've found
Nothing I can hold to, nothing I can hold to, no
And I'm walking from the train wreck, walking away, here I go

I think that I am lonely
But it's getting hard to tell
Now you're in the present
And I am speeding past you
On a bicycle that I learned how to ride
From the instructions in my mind
That made it beautiful to feel more
I can't afford to hate

But I'm still lonely seeing stars
Nothing I can find will help me see
Any messages that might be meant for me
Splintered into shards that I can't read
(That I can't read)

Well, I was never ready to go
Now I'm putting on my boots and I'm putting on my coat
And now I go out in the snow
With the music in the background telling me that I've found
Nothing I can hold to, nothing I can hold to, no
And I'm walking from the train wreck, walking away, here I go

Well I was never ready to go
(Now I'm putting on my boots and I'm putting on my coat)
I was never ready to go
(Now I'm putting on my boots and I'm putting on my coat)
I was never ready to go
(Now I'm putting on my boots and I'm putting on my coat)
I was never ready to go