Meds

Seven years, two therapists
And three doctors after
Seven pills that I just couldn't fucking swallow
Two friends here
Two friends there
And a bit of laughter
Money and opportunities
Maybe I should be grateful

The hell inside my mind won't stop
And it won't allow me to be a person
But every time I open my mouth
I hear: Are you taking your damn meds
I don't think I have maturity
To deal with my depression
And there's still a part of me
That don't wanna take this type of help

Fuck me if this shitty option doesn't work
I don't have another
Fake you're, fake you're
Fake you're happy
If you just can't take it anymore
Just stop your disorder
Take your, take your, take your
Take your meds

I don't wanna bother you
Sorry for disorder too
I don't have another
Take your, take your, take your
Take your meds
I don't wanna bother you
Sorry for disorder too
I don't have another
Take your, take your, take your
Take your meds

Three cities, five schools
Nowhere seems to be better
Ten books and a hundred sixty songs
Three houses, five apartments
Always moving somewhere
Still there's nowhere I belong

Fuck me if this shitty option doesn't work
I don't have another
Fake you're, fake you're
Fake you're happy
If you just can't take it anymore
Just stop your disorder
Take your, take your, take your
Take your meds

I don't wanna bother you
Sorry for disorder too
I don't have another
Take your, take your, take your
Take your meds
I don't wanna bother you
Sorry for disorder too
I don't have another
Take your, take your, take your
Take your meds

I need real friends
I need a plan
I need a place
Where I can feel like home
I need energy
A bit self esteem
And a lot of hope
I need to change
I need to change
I need to change
I need to change
I need to change
I need to change

Fuck me if this shitty option doesn't work
I don't have another
Happy if you just can't take it anymore
Just stop your disorder
Take your, take your, take your

Fuck me if this shitty option doesn't work
I don't have another
Fake you're, fake you're
Fake you're happy
If you just can't take it anymore
Just stop your disorder

I don't wanna bother you
Sorry for disorder too
I don't have another
Take your, take your, take your
Take your meds

I don't wanna bother you
Sorry for disorder too
I don't have another
Take your, take your, take your
Take your meds

I don't wanna bother you
Sorry for disorder too
I don't have another
Take your, take your, take your
Take your meds

I don't wanna bother
Sorry for disorder
I don't have another option



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Writer(s): Stephanie Santos Dos Reis
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