Toy Soldier

Why I got this weight on my shoulders, yeah, to the heaven's getting closer, no
Gonna all fall down just like a, like a toy soldier
Why I got this weight on my shoulders, yeah, to the heaven's getting closer, no
Gonna all fall down just like a, like a toy soldier

Said a nigga been the lonely loc, don't care if you know you know
Ain't nobody show me love on sidelines, learning ropes, young wild nigga
First time holding a pole, thought I played them cards right, guess you
Learn on your own, delivering pizzas by my lone

When Lil' Whodie hit my phone, ain't the first time we lost a real nigga to the foes
Been some months cooling at home, wifey proud, already know
It's so easy to get up and run outside and do some wrong
Feel like these walls talking to me, I been sober all along

Maintainin', stayin' strong, but my mental's take a toll
I just turned 22, lived a life double that More
Sage Capone can tell you bout us runnin' round evening scores, uh
Loner boy, shit, story of my life, ain't moving honest

Got you feelin' like you might just die tonight, but that's the norm
I ain't go lie, so exotics, I'm gon' ride
I'm just tryna make a million off this motherfuckin' dime
Certified, why I got this weight on my shoulders

Yeah, to the heavens, gettin' closer, no
Gonna all fall down just like a, like a toy soldier
Why I got this weight on my shoulders
Yeah, to the heavens, gettin' closer, no

Gonna all fall down just like a, like a toy soldier
Play your part, but play for keeps
They gon' try you if you sweet, but in your blood it don't run deep
They showin' love when you deceased, but not up and on your feet

There lies niggas in this world, that want you gone and off the streets
So I move, by my lonely
And I ain't lookin' for no love, that shit phony
To the sky puffin' live, I miss my homies

And you know me by my government, not broski, no
Emotionally, shit, I been scarred
And the other side ain't no one, so it's fuck up
Can heaven take collect calls

I'm tryna talk to pops
I need to get shit off my chest and sit back and plot
I need to get on knots
Why I got this weight on my shoulders

Yeah, to the heavens gettin' closer, no
Gonna all fall down just like a, like a toy soldier
Why I got this weight on my shoulders
Yeah, to the heavens gettin' closer, no

Gonna all fall down just like a, like a toy soldier