Hold (8 - Minute Version)

I've been driving all night rounding up where you live
I've been out of my mind trying to keep you off and out of it
We've been into places that never exist
Caught up in the moment and the feelings that we can't resist

And I, bit the bullet, and said "I was fine"
I should be alright while holding all these inside
And how we were so perfect twinned every night
It should be alright
It should be alright

'Cause I know that I've been holding
On to something that is always there
And that is the reason I can't let you go
Darling it's so hard to get you off
'Cause I just wish you're always here
But if we were nothing
I cannot live it out there
So I'll always hold

Always fighting over everything that I said
Keep on ending up on breaking feelings that we shared and built
So easy to remember what we've lost, what we've had
But sometimes I think that we could bring everything all back

And I, bit the bullet, and said "I was fine"
I should be alright even if I rose a lie
And how we've been so perfect twinned every night
We should be alright
We should be alright

'Cause I know that I've been holding
On to something that is always there
And that is the reason I can't let you go
Darling it's so hard to get you off
And I just wish you're always here
But if we were nothing
I cannot live it out there
So I'll always hold

Now I've been driving all night at the street where you live
You've been running on my mind, I can't keep you out of my head
Still going into places, we've always been hid
Wishing all these sorrows, all these sadness could turn into bliss

And I, bit the bullet, and said "I was fine"
I should be alright even if I rose a lie
And how, we've been so perfect twinned every night
I should be alright
I should be alright

'Cause it's sad that I've been holding
On to something that was never there
So why does it still feel I can't let you go
Darling I'm so fucked up in my head
And I just wish you're always here
But now we were nothing
I just want to leave it out there
So why I still hold?

I'm sorry if I mistreated you
I don't mean it like that
I'm sorry for the things that I have done
But now you are gone

Now I've been writing letters, that you'll never read
Chasing all your shadows and the memories of what we did

Still I, bit the bullet, and said "I was fine"
I should be alright while holding all these inside
And how, I looked so ruined on every night
I should be alright
I should be alright

Now I know that I've been holding
On to something that was never there
Now that is the reason I need to let go
I know I'm so fucked-up-in-the-head
But I just really wish you well
Now that we are nothing
I just want to leave it out there
And now I won't hold

I'm sorry if I mistreated you
I don't mean it like that
I'm sorry for the things that I have done
But now you are gone

Now I know that I've been holding
On to something that was never there
Now that is the reason I need to let go
I know I'm so fucked-up-in-the-head
But I just really wish you well
Now that we are nothing
I just want to leave it out there
And now I won't hold

I'm sorry if I mistreated you
I don't mean it like that
I'm sorry for the things that I have done
But now you are gone
I'm sorry if I mistreated you
I don't mean it like that
I'm sorry for the things that I have done
But now you are gone