Hiding

Come and find me
Please stay close to me
I'm looking inside,
So you can see me how I'm supposed to be
And hopefully the cause and effect isn't why they ghosting me
But really you could all turn away and I'd still make something dope for me

Dead Lighters up the dopamine
I try to hide to be sure, like soap, I'm clean
But this is dirty
Ya know what I mean?

When I'm thirty
I feel like I might want to be seen
If you've heard me, you might know Imma stay in between

But I've seen both sides lately
Starting to make it feel routine to be feeling crazy, like calling cops "two-teen"

I was acting, then I stopped
New scene

Man what's happening
This a prop
Fake green

Counting money
Making change
Make you step up your cuisine

I figured out
I've been feelin something
Get it out
Jordan use to be funny
Peel it back
No oranges, peaches or honey
Ain't shit sweet, but it's always sunny

Ain't this how I should speak?
Like I'm sick, nose runny?

Big dummy steady tryna make this stick
Get clumsy
Let me fuck around a slip
I'm exposed
but it's about time everyone knows

I mean I feel like it shows...
But I was thinking about it on the drive over
Side note: I hope you drive sober
I know what it's like to have lost full control of a high motor
I go through the night as the pull of the moon makes me fly closer
The stars make me feel higher than any online promotor...

Because when I think it over we share the same space
You can't tell me this not the marathon if it's any typa race

I don't care
I don't care
I don't want just any typa plays

I need you to really sit with me
I'm selfish with my ways

I'm starting to really move differently
Can't help it, moon taught me to phase

Want to be hapi, like a balloon caught in the wind for the End of Daze
Tied down too soon chasing praise
Still Learning Myself...
That should explain the delays