Losing Control (Midnight Edition)

So like... were you even real?
Was it all a dream?
A figment of my twisted imagination?

I remember the first time
I saw you
You looked at me
Eyes glazed
Smile beaming

Blink of an eye you're here with me
Crying laughing, endlessly
I turned around just in time to see

I guess this is how it was meant to be
You run, disappear, gone into the night
I said what I said, you left me for dead
The times you spent holding me in your arms
and I'd sleep so sweetly
Drift off, hopelessly
Afraid to see
I was slowly feeling more and more alone
I was losing control

How does it feel to be on your own?
How does it feel in a life of unknown?
How do you live with yourself all alone?
How does it feel to be losing control?

Sunburnt and I don't mean red
Rather be dead than left on read
Mind replaying all the things we said
I guess I'll keep it to myself
Before I knew what had come over me
The lies were pulled apart at the seam

How does it feel to be losing control?
How does it feel in a life of unknown?
How do you live with yourself all alone?
How does it feel to be on your own?

And now I can't help feeling tragic
So close, we nearly had it
Why do you wanna leave me here
Living so deep in fear?
I just wanna see you heal
Tell me baby, how does it feel?

How does it feel to be on your own?
How does it feel in a life of unknown?
How do you live with yourself all alone?
How does it feel to be losing control?