voicesinmyhead

It's this only road that I'm walking No company, no company
All the voices in my head won't stop it My only company, my only company
You ever been ignored by the person you love? It's not intentional, I know, but I just miss how we was
You ever caught a dark storm and swept it under the rug? Guess I'm expendable, I can't believe we pulling the plug
You ever been so scared of yourself when you look in the mirror? I saw the devil in disguise, but it's not you that I'm seeing
My biggest fear was losing you and now I'm coping and grieving I miss your touch, I miss your voice, I miss the beautiful feelings
I'm terrified
Girl I'm screaming inside
The thoughts of you with someone else I really hate and despise
And every time I see you post, everything just clears my mind And I've been going so crazy that I lost track of the time yea
I just need some closure, I just need you closer I just need you here with me, I'm locked up with my doja
Taking other drugs, anything to feel a buzz Cause I ain't got your love no more, I lost that all with your trust

If you don't need love, then im walking
Aye
No company, no company
All the voices in my head won't stop it
My only company, my only company

All the vibes, all the nights, all the time Chasing heights, getting lit, right outside Probably wanna watch me die
Most know, I'm used to it
Too much money on the floor, they think I'm new to this Thoughts inside my head about another guy
Put him on my shooter list
I ain't new to this
I put him in a body bag just for you
I know this ain't what you wanted me to do
What I had to do, what I had to do Voices in my head go crazy now Thinking you at home when you're probably out
I know all your friends gon' hate me now
They know the other guy just ain't me now
Try to keep it lit with you
Try to keep it real with you
Told you to follow your heart
You did me
I'm trying to show you I'm the one Been the only one How you gon' go behind my back like I ain't god's son

If you don't need love, then I'm walking
Aye
No company, no company
All the voices in my head won't stop it
My only company, my only company

Yeah
Uh
Defeating the odds like my name is Lil Tjay
Just me, you, and the blunt Used to be my favorite three-way
Now I drive alone, busting your playlists on the freeway
These voices in my head got me going insane Wish I could delete it Felt you touching, I felt free, yeah I wish I could explain the way that you make me feel
But I ain't never felt this way I guess these are the better days That I was thinking about when I was going through it
Anxiety's a bitch, smoked some weed and I got through it Got my chakras aligned, now I'm getting, getting to it, yeah
These voices in my head won't stop it
Uh
My only company
My only company
Yea I'm walking away
No company
In my head
No company
No company