(A)Sexual - Chapter 5: Honne

I turn around wondering
If I had the right to choose who I'm gonna be
Would things have been different
I wouldn't feel so ashamed
I'd have made them proud
Wouldn't get anything to worry about

It's not as clear as it seems
Feeling out of normality
Always trying to find my place in a world that I don't fit
Cause people tends to find each difference scary
Feeling guilty to not being able to love in the right way
Cause if they see me through they will run away

Wishing I was in a different skin
Wishing loving me was so easy
With another self esteem
Hoping one day I'll cross the path
Of the one who will see beyond of all this

Wishing I was in a different skin
Wishing loving me was so easy
With another self esteem
Hoping one day I'll cross the path
Of the one who will see beyond of all this

Sometimes I get angry over myself
For not being like everybody else
Overthinking, questioning about my worth
How would they love me, if I don't love myself

Pushing everyone away from my insecurities I know I'm selfish
Fearing their reaction, the day they'll find who I really am
Who I really am

Wishing I was in a different skin
Wishing loving me was so easy
With another self esteem
Hoping one day I'll cross the path
Of the one who will see beyond of all this

Wishing I was in a different skin
Wishing loving me was so easy
With another self esteem
Hoping one day I'll cross the path
Of the one who will see beyond of all this

Wishing I was in a different skin
Wishing love was so easy



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Writer(s): Mario Saavedra
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