Fucked-up-ness

My brain
Doesn't listen to me
My god
I've been suffering slowly
Floating in my head
Missing why you said

Fuck me
I've been in the dark
Resting
On a dwindling spark
Hating on myself
Forgetting my own health

But I'm fucked up
I fucking knew it
And it's time to
Deal with my shit
And I'm working on my habits
And I'm loving
All my little fucked-up-ness
All my little fucked-up-ness

My friends
Finally see me clearly
Cuz I'm
Finally living queerly
Shed my extra skin
Finally let them in

And I'm kinder
To myself
And not dressed for
Someone else
Finally in my skin
Finally let them in

But I'm fucked up
I fucking knew it
And it's time to
Deal with my shit
And I'm working on my habits
And I'm loving
All my little fucked-up-ness
All my little fucked-up-ness

What if I told you I was?
What if I told you I was?
What if I told you I was?
What if I told you I was?

What if I told you I was?
What if I told you I was?
What if I told you I was?
What if I told you I was?

But I'm fucked up
I fucking knew it
And it's time to
Deal with my shit
And I'm working on my habits
And I'm loving
All my little fucked-up-ness
All my little fucked-up-ness

But I'm fucked up
I fucking knew it
And it's time to
Deal with my shit
And I'm working on my habits
And I'm loving
All my little fucked-up-ness
All my little fucked-up-ness

What if I told you I was?
What if I told you I was?
What if I told you I was?
What if I told you I was?

What if I told you I was?
What if I told you I was?
What if I told you I was?
What if I told you I was
Fucked up?



Credits
Writer(s): Tara Van Der Kolk
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