No-Cents

If I had a penny for my thoughts
I'd have a lot of nonsense
No sense
Why I've been feeling like this
I got this
I can turn it around
Transmute the times
Pick up my crown
But I am blinded
By the cookie cutter shape
Feel like my life holds no weight
Cuz I ain't perfect
No i Don't measure up
Just another body treading through the mud

I wanna make it
Get outta this place
Sometimes I be dreaming of a new space
Astral projectin to a new dimension
Where my thoughts align with my inner vision
Full of wisdom
Won't waste the day
Keep my mouth shut
Don't got nothing to say
I feel the burden
Resting on my face
Can't smile no more
When I feel a disgrace

You wouldn't listen
Even if I spoke
Laugh at my pain
Like I was telling a joke
Yeah It is funny
I use humor to cope
Masking my feelings
So I don't uncloak

I felt like I needed to change it up
Lately I've been feeling in a rut
Got me questioning whats on my mind
Been contemplating all aspects of my life

I'm ready to discuss
All the rights and the wrongs
Find the rhyme and reason
Why I write my songs?
Why am I feeling
all these different seasons
Oh It's gotta be treason
To ignore my inner being
Oh im steady out here fighting all these demons

But Most them aren't mine
And I don't got no meaning, As to why
I've picked them up to go along this ride
I wanna set them free
Been dragging round this cage for so long
I feel the weight taking hold of me
Yeah it's got a hold
Going down deeper into the depths of the sea
Trying to retrieve
Any part of my soul
That remembers me

Just Fragmentation's of a person that I use to be
Who is even me?
I'm just pieces of all the different lives I've seen
And if I didn't experience all of this
Oh then who would I be?
Who would I be?
Who would I be?
Oooh who who would I be

I felt like I needed it change it up
Lately I've been feeling in a rut
Got me questioning what's on my mind
Been contemplating all aspects of my life