Scars

I got a lot of scars full of pain I
I got a lot of scars full of pain I
I got a lot of scars full of pain I
I got a lot of scars, I got a lot of scars

Yeah, the pain is never over
I had the devil on my shoulder
Trying to change my life the father saved me I wont hold you, its over
You think you know FAD but you don't know him
I done change my life around and fake ones I expose them
Yeah, and you going to do the same for yourself it feel's good
I closed my eyes like once a week and I thought I was good
I know you don't believe in yourself but you should yeah
And he didn't want to believe in me I did what I could yeah
Yeah, I did what I could yeah
Got to move your mind around and change out what you think
Yeah, you can lead a horse to water but you can't make him drink
I had scars full of pain I would cover them up with drinks
I told my brother you going to find another fish inside the tank
Now depression taking over dirty dishes in the sink
Dawg, life an steady battle you just work out all the kinks
Selling features, saving bread, trying to pay off all this ink on me

Yeah, I got a lot of scars full of pain I
Yeah, I got a lot of scars full of pain I
Yeah, I got a lot of scars full of pain I
Yeah, I got a lot of scars full of pain I

Yeah, I got a lot of scars, I got a lot of scars

Family unit broken, lately I've been losing focus
Dad is in a tent under the bridge I got to assume he's dope sick
I consume to cope with, no more race unruly moments
Waiting on my wake-up call, still don't hear no roosters crowing
God been playing chicken with me
Gamble with my soul, put the higher me on this track like it will cancel out my lows
Told FAD I'd give it all I had, channel me some growth
And on the edge but I've been stepping back, standing her alone
So tell my uncle that I'll call more
Momma that I'll be at church
Learning that I got to work harder than all my demons work
To all my friends I know I'm distant I'll reach out more frequently
Tell the devil not today, can't let him win easily
Yeah, I need to lay a foundation
Jesus was a carpenter so watch me build
I need to pray for salvation
Cant do this on my own I've been waiting for all my scars to heal, for real

Yeah, I got a lot of scars full of pain I
Yeah, I got a lot of scars full of pain I
Yeah, I got a lot of scars full of pain I
Yeah, I got a lot of scars full of pain I
Yeah, I got a lot of scars, I got a lot of scars

They say faith without works is dead, I'm working until my hands blead
Screaming for a savior until I can't breathe
Past decisions coming back to haunt, remorse is just an after thought
Radiating love to come and hit me like an atom bomb
On the eve of destruction, I can still see the beauty
Because I can say that I knew you and you can say that you knew me
Sometime I feel like the thief who was next to you on the cross
Because I believe nobody else can prove me wrong
Hard to cope inside a sober mind
I tell myself I'm clocking out while the devils working overtime
I don't want to be addicted to nothing
I want to be addicted to Christ, like my addiction to substance
Defy the odds and talk to god, in the defining moment
Twelve steps out of rock bottom, with my bible open
A seamstress who is stitching up a child who is broken
It's the truth and the word he ahs lined my soul with

Yeah, I got a lot of scars full of pain I
Yeah, I got a lot of scars full of pain I
Yeah, I got a lot of scars full of pain I
Yeah, I got a lot of scars full of pain I
Yeah, I got a lot of scars, I got a lot of scars