Trying Not 2

Oops, I did it again
Only said it so you could win
Can't make your mind, when it's important
Don't wanna get pregnant, she say she don't like kids
She wanna get pregnant seen her friend sonogram

I'm trying not to lose my brain
I'm trying not to go insane
Cause I know your not okay
But it's hard not to think that way
I'm trying not to lose my brain
I'm trying not to go insane
Cause I know your not okay
But it's hard not to think that way (Think that way)

Way too hard not to think that way
I know that it's destiny
Were you ever lead astray
Only here to party (Hey)
I could never get away
I don't wanna go, no way
I could never get a hey
I see it all over ya face (Yeah, yeah)
I see it all over the stage
I could be your therapist right now, mmm
I can show you how to see the whole world, mmm
For the bigger picture, not the small one, mmm

I'm trying not to lose my brain
I'm trying not to go insane
Cause I know your not okay
But it's hard not to think that way
I'm trying not to lose my brain
I'm trying not to go insane
Cause I know your not okay
But it's hard not to think that way (Think that way)

I remember what you said that day
You're the one who walked away
And you left us all astray
Lookin' to the stars for the answer, girl, this is not astronomy
No, you can not rock with me
I been doin' my own thang
I been doin' my own Thang (Yeah)
I been doin' my own, my own
You wrap your lies up with lies
But that's just natural for you
You always making these spills
I clean like it was Tide
Relationships they be rocky
Like the boat had got hit with tides
I'm tryna keep it all steady, but It's shiftin' to the right

I'm trying not to lose my brain
I'm trying not to go insane
Cause I know your not okay
But it's hard not to think that way
I'm trying not to lose my brain
I'm trying not to go insane
Cause I know your not okay
But it's hard not to think that way