Home Alone

It's been years since I've been all alone on my own
Momma gone, money had to be brought back home
We were broke
Daddy drank
What was there to see
Nothing man, nothing
Nuh

Salaries not enough to put bread on the table
Crossing lanes to keep up
Put it up through the labor
And shut down all the doors
Where the pain breaks in
I swear man, never thought I would be so dead in
It's Sunday mornin' and I'm depressed
Never thought I would be so dead in
By the time I was just 13

Been adult all my life, that's no joke, I invoke
All the memories where that pain got locked
That's why my sense of humor is so broke, I just don't
I DON'T JOKE MAN
It gets dark even when the sun is still on top
With the August sun still on top
And I just wanna die today
Fucking hell!
AH
That bitch almost took my

I am part of the generation left back home
Families torn apart because the dough was low
We must fight keep it high even all alone
I know how hard that shit is but we'll bang some more
Being six mommy gone no one there for you
Daddy lost in his ghosts and his bottles too
Why should you give a fuck when the world's just sick
Being given only pain and just loads of shit
¡Loads of fuckin shit man!
AH

You take ur shit together
Cuz I'm not gonna be u'r low paid working hand
So Fuck off!

Fuck off boo

Fuck off boo

Getting scared way too early from that sense of loss
Loss in my want for life and the morning dust
I get lost on some sequence of what's not in place
What was I to be if we had never came?
I miss home I don't want to be so damn lost
Get me back I never decided we would cross
There's a scent and a sense of me for ever gone
How can I ever let go if that's what I am

I'm not gonna let go