Intrusive Thoughts

Save myself, from myself
Uncertainty
Ambivalence
Polarized voices in my head
False urgency
So significant
Every thought craves my attention
I'm paralyzed by doubts
I ruminate on the questions
I'm not okay right now
What's real, I don't know

These intrusive thoughts
My mind is like a prison I can't escape and
I can't tell, if everything is just an illusion, yeah

My reality
Is in question
How can I trust my perception
Dissociate
Block it out
Turn it off, I don't know how
I meditate for the hundredth time
Sitting on the edge of my bed now
I'm not okay right now
What's real? I don't know
I'm still fighting

These intrusive thoughts
My mind is like a prison I can't escape and
I can't tell, if everything is just an illusion, yeah

In my head
In my mind
Analyzing all the ways I that could die
I'll never know, I'm suffering right now

Save myself, from myself
In my head there is like a thousand radio stations
Gotta rise above the pain, and transcend
Be still, embrace the shame, and feel it



Credits
Writer(s): Jeff Finley
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