Numb

I shed so many tears, got so many reasons to cry but nowadays I hold back
And it's something
That I can't drop I feel nothing am numb, question myself
Has My heart stopped?
I shed so many tears, got so many reasons to cry

Nowadays I hold back, it's something that I can't drop
I can't feel nothing am numb, question myself
Has my heart stopped?
I shed so many tears, got so many reasons to cry
Nowadays I hold back, it's something that I can't drop

I feel nothing am numb, question myself, has my heart stopped
My block hold down three five and glock no kick off, feds raid in the hot spots
Ducking low from undercover, cuz cuz there's more cops
More time they got scopes and you getting clocked

No time for these, cuz cuz I'm getting watched
No witnesses in my circle, seeing people dropped
Little brother you don't understand this life that I live
Nobody got my back so I do it on my one trying to stay away from the evil one

Trying to make a record sales, and some single songs
Speaking to my peers, I shed so many tears got so many reasons to cry
Nowadays I hold back, it's something that I can't drop
I shed so many tears, got so many reasons to cry but nowadays
I hold back, and it's something
That I can't drop I feel nothing am numb, question myself
Has my heart stopped?
I shed so many tears, got so many reasons to cry

Nowadays I hold back, it's something that I can't drop
I can't feel nothing am numb, question myself, has my heart stopped
I shed so many tears, got so many reasons to cry
Nowadays I hold back, it's something that I can't drop

I feel nothing am numb, question myself
Has my heart stopped?
Telling me who the bigger man was, definitely my pops

Had to serve the block with some single shots
Seeing people's hearts stop in the storm, minds are getting lost
Overcome the problems at all costs
they don't know how it feel to live a life as an ex-con

It's hard to keep your head up stay strong and carry on
I was serving shots, bare face with no belly on
So the judge gave me twice, three years
I'm sorry for the crimes I committed in past years

I shed so many tears, got so many reasons to cry but nowadays I hold back
And it's something
That I can't drop I feel nothing am numb, question myself
Has my heart stopped
I shed so many tears, got so many reasons to cry

Nowadays I hold back, it's something that I can't drop
I can't feel nothing am numb, question myself
has my heart stopped
I shed so many tears, got so many reasons to cry
Nowadays I hold back, it's something that I can't drop

I feel nothing am numb, question myself, has my heart stopped
Them days as a child, running from the cops
No deal, got the trap line off

Things are getting hot, on the block
they got me boxed, so many children are raised poor
So the cycle of crime will never stop
Sleepless nights in the bandow, cutting rocks

6am, no stores are open but you got to open up the shop
Just to give a man what he wants, I come from a place
Children are raised poor, so they bagging dots
And the boys are getting locked up, so the soldier is tying knots

So don't ask why kids turn into grown men losing plots
What's life without freedom? when time is the only thing you got
People are getting life for taking lives, in my eyes I only see pain
Knowing that I was born to die

Once they were living but now they gone
They were all once living but now they gone
I shed so many tears, got so many reasons to cry

Nowadays I hold back, it's something that I can't drop
I feel nothing am numb and I don't question myself, has my heart stopped
I shed so many