Mush

I see you from afar
Bats start to dance

Watching
Watching

My wrists are pulsating
Things can go so wrong
One second it's there
The next it's gone

With twitching pale hands
My arm bends back
Where I stand (I see you from afar)
It's making me go mad (Bats start to dance)

Remind me again
Who's turn is it?
The next time you stare
Make sure it sticks

Don't think to hard
You'll just get hurt
It would be too far
To ever return

My brain is so dull
Drill through my skull
Atmosphere of lust
Brain turns to mush
Brain turns to mush

You know...
Come to think of it

We've been here for hours
And I don't even know who you are

How can I talk to someone who isn't real?

How can I look at someone who isn't there?

And Though I was impressed with your vast knowledge
You make me feel

Empty

Empty

Being here with you
Feels like a dry cracking desert
With no human life in sight

You know I can see right through you
Right?

You seem to be hiding from yourself

You seek comfort and self worth from others
But once they find out who you really are
They vanish
They vanish
They vanish

You place all your self worth
On your skills and ambitions

And yet
You don't even think you deserve worth or talent

You'd probably be better off working a 9-5
Wouldn't you?

You'd probably be better off working a 9-5
Wouldn't you?