Are you dimming the Lights or are the Pills kicking in?

I don't feel, no
I don't feel at all
From the knife that's in my back
Up to the bullet that's in my head
We fell in love just for one night
I hold on to whatever is left
I can't describe
Whatever they told you about the person I am, I promise is not true

How about you?
Was it worth the sleepless nights?
Do you feel better since you died?
Or is it just the way you fight?
Well, here is mine

I'm in my bed
I owe you nothing
You owe me that
My eyes won't open
But I'm not dead
Woke up in the morning
And I'm still sad and tired of it

And if you haunt me again, I hope that you like my friends
And if you give me your hand, you'll see I'm close to the end
I never needed a chance, am I asleep? No, I'm dead
So now I guess I will never say good morning again

You'll never haunt me again, I think the pills kicking in
No need to give me your hand, I'm way too close to the end
I never needed a chance, I'm not asleep, no, I'm dead
So this is my last good morning to you, my friend

Good morning to you, my friend
This is my last good morning to you

See you flying, and I follow
Better than I've ever been, I'm hollow
Imma keep it light like I'm Harlow
Keep my head high, and I can't keep my arms low

I control all my pessimistic thoughts
I fall out of grace, I fall out of the clouds
City of angels, I think I'm in danger
I climb and I climb, but the air's getting thinner

I know myself, I'm surprised by how sick I am
All work, no play made me dull like Jack Nicholson

You fell asleep
It all was a dream
You choke on your sorrow and words when you think of him

You're just a slut
A harlot
And all of the synonyms

I'd rather spoon out my eyes 'fore i chill with them
Reload the Glock, and I'm ready to kill a man

I'm ready to kill a man
I'm ready to kill a man
I'm ready now
I'm ready now
Yeah, I am