Soldier On
Imma Soldier on, soldier on, soldier on
Imma soldier on, soldier on, soldier on
Imma Soldier on, soldier on, soldier on
Till I ain't go no more
Till I ain't go no more
And I can't go no more
My brain rattled like tackles up in the NFL
If I'm Peter Pan, need a Wendy ain't need no Tinkerbell
I need guidance, no wait I need guiding light
Lamp unto my feet help me guided out my darkest nights
Been going crazy like Gotham villains
I need that mental penicillin
Fighting my feelings
Knowing my faith is bigger than inner illness
Been drilling deeper
The Son of man
Led me further than a number 2 gripped in my hand
I save face
But I need strength
I need grace
Help me navigate these inner landmines
Leaving my heart agape
Feeling anger
Feeling rage
I'm feeling stressors
Feeling angst
I'm feeling paranoid
That all my secrets out on display
Knowing in my mind that ain't the case
Hearts deceiving
Insecurity feeding
The devil's lies I think still believe in
How lame I feel I got beef with beings I can't see
Biting off more than I can chew
Just like a baby teething
I soldier on man I soldier on
I'm soldiering on until I collapse or win the war
Imma soldier on man I soldier on
But maybe that's the problem
I feel I can shoulder it all
I soldier on man I soldier on
I'm soldiering on until I collapse or win the war
Imma soldier on man I soldier on
But maybe that's the problem
I feel I can shoulder it all
Fully transparent
I've dealt with thoughts of suicide
Set aside my pride
Held back cuz I was scared to look in God's eyes
Or maybe I realized
What it would do to people still alive
I never wanna make my mom cry
therapist visits are my intention
I tend to be negative
Tend to be thinking these thoughts are just tentative
But they linger and intertwine with my
Perception of reality
I tend to believe these lies
To my detriment
I tend to be overzealous
My mood swings as I talk
My soul has been feeling heavy
My heel leans when I walk
I been fearing the cost
The unintended consequence of leaving my psyche unattended
I fear the results
I pray to God and hope that would just be the end of it
But I'm staring down these tanks like people back in Tieneman
Those who're well-meaning will tell me just not to dwell in it
But these voices living rent-free, as tenants I ain't evicted yet
I can't have a
Grey matter
With brains battered
Two sides
Of my manner
Like Bruce Banner
And imma smash down all these inner thoughts like dirty clothes up in my hamper
And give 'em up to the one whose blood stains can clean this man up
I need to man up
I'm tired of playing games
Complaining I'm outta manna
Realign my mind to force perspective to hold my head up
Unloading my stream of consciousness
Faders down, and no commas with it
Commentate on my condition
Instead of contemplate it
I'm conscious of how I'm dragging down these conversations
Knowing nobody will ever be receptive or patient with it
Imma soldier on, soldier on, soldier on
Imma Soldier on, soldier on, soldier on
Till I ain't go no more
Till I ain't go no more
And I can't go no more
My brain rattled like tackles up in the NFL
If I'm Peter Pan, need a Wendy ain't need no Tinkerbell
I need guidance, no wait I need guiding light
Lamp unto my feet help me guided out my darkest nights
Been going crazy like Gotham villains
I need that mental penicillin
Fighting my feelings
Knowing my faith is bigger than inner illness
Been drilling deeper
The Son of man
Led me further than a number 2 gripped in my hand
I save face
But I need strength
I need grace
Help me navigate these inner landmines
Leaving my heart agape
Feeling anger
Feeling rage
I'm feeling stressors
Feeling angst
I'm feeling paranoid
That all my secrets out on display
Knowing in my mind that ain't the case
Hearts deceiving
Insecurity feeding
The devil's lies I think still believe in
How lame I feel I got beef with beings I can't see
Biting off more than I can chew
Just like a baby teething
I soldier on man I soldier on
I'm soldiering on until I collapse or win the war
Imma soldier on man I soldier on
But maybe that's the problem
I feel I can shoulder it all
I soldier on man I soldier on
I'm soldiering on until I collapse or win the war
Imma soldier on man I soldier on
But maybe that's the problem
I feel I can shoulder it all
Fully transparent
I've dealt with thoughts of suicide
Set aside my pride
Held back cuz I was scared to look in God's eyes
Or maybe I realized
What it would do to people still alive
I never wanna make my mom cry
therapist visits are my intention
I tend to be negative
Tend to be thinking these thoughts are just tentative
But they linger and intertwine with my
Perception of reality
I tend to believe these lies
To my detriment
I tend to be overzealous
My mood swings as I talk
My soul has been feeling heavy
My heel leans when I walk
I been fearing the cost
The unintended consequence of leaving my psyche unattended
I fear the results
I pray to God and hope that would just be the end of it
But I'm staring down these tanks like people back in Tieneman
Those who're well-meaning will tell me just not to dwell in it
But these voices living rent-free, as tenants I ain't evicted yet
I can't have a
Grey matter
With brains battered
Two sides
Of my manner
Like Bruce Banner
And imma smash down all these inner thoughts like dirty clothes up in my hamper
And give 'em up to the one whose blood stains can clean this man up
I need to man up
I'm tired of playing games
Complaining I'm outta manna
Realign my mind to force perspective to hold my head up
Unloading my stream of consciousness
Faders down, and no commas with it
Commentate on my condition
Instead of contemplate it
I'm conscious of how I'm dragging down these conversations
Knowing nobody will ever be receptive or patient with it
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Writer(s): Nicholas Murray
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