Beautiful Life

Yeah it's a uh uh
It's a uh yeah it's a

It's a beautiful life, but I don't think it's beautiful all the time
Or at least the way I feel
I feel horrible all the time
(All the time)

It seems like I'm not getting better
I'm trying to get better, like the weather
Drugs make it worse
That's why I quit doing em

I'm living a boring sober life
But fuck it
(Fuck it)
I'm trying to get my bucks up

I'm trying to cop a Benz truck
(Skrrt)
It's gonna take some time
Until then, I'ma write some rhymes

Life is so beautiful at times
But I feel like I'm dying
(Dying)
I'm not lying

(Lying)
But I ain't gonna lie
I was high off of shrooms the other day
(Yeah)

I ain't been that high in about a thousand days
But I don't fuck with it

It made me sick as fuck
Afterwards, like any other drug, I was a junkie
Everybody loved me
Now everybody hates me

Like my name's Chris
(Uh)
It's a beautiful life
But I don't think it's beautiful all the time

Or at least the way I feel
I feel horrible all the time
(All the time)
It seems like I'm not getting better

I'm trying to get better, like the weather
Drugs make it worse
That's why I quit doing em
I'm living a boring sober life

But fuck it
(Fuck it)
I'm trying to get my bucks up

I'm trying to cop a Benz truck
(Skrrt)

It's gonna take some time, until then I'ma write some rhymes

Then I'ma record it on a beat, (Yeah) I don't need to run the streets anymore
Cause to me drugs suck, if I was lying I would be high as fuck right now
That was back in the day, now everything's changed
That's life though, but this shit isn't right though (Na)

Life isn't treating me nice, no, (No)