Pity

(Hear we go!)
So I'm down bad deep in the trenches
That is a metaphor for how my life is
I can't take my mind off you
I need help someone please tell me what to do!

How should I know that someone can make me feel this way!

I should of known that I would be ignored again today!

I should of known that nobody fucking cares about me! Can't you see!
I'm creating a catastrophe!

My life starts to go well
but it just crashes
and goes wrong

I feel helpless can't do a thing so I just write this song

Is there still a chance that I will actually succeed

Probably not I'm just gonna go get high on some weed

So yeah, I really do not know what to do

Just to keep my life together
I need some super glue

It's allready too much
But then comes you

So I think about what happened last time
Oh yeah I am screwed

Right, fuck I can't sleep
I guess I'm doing this again

So now I stay up thinking of
All the different ways this ends

Apologize to everyone I need to make amends
Everything went wrong, we should of just stayed friends

I don't know why I even talk to you

Now I just pity you

Too much pressure on my chest just want it off
Set myself on fire with molotov

cause I cant handle that the friends
don't seem real
and the people dont care how I feel

So I may as well just end it
sometimes that where my mind goes
And violence running through
my head to my toes

Here we go
I'm bout to break it down into a sick flow
So, (here we go!)
suicide do or die
die or ride cyanide
Clattered mind all the finds but no time to incline

intertwined with sick minds
no I'm not doing fine
I've seen the dark side
I've been through the pain
But I'll never back down,
I'll never be tamed
I'm a soldier in the game,
Always ready for war
My crew's got my back
we're always ready for more

We show up and work hard while you lie there and snore

My rhymes are sharp
my flow's as cold as ice
I'm the real deal,
Nobody will sacrifice

I've been through the struggle
seen the darkest days But I'll never back down, I'll always find a way
I know I'm not the only one
who's feeling this way

But sometimes it feels like i can't break away
I'm just trying to find my way
out of this endless night

Trying to find the courage to stand up and fight

Ay let's go!

I don't know why I even talk to you

Now I just pity you

I used to like you
Now just get up out my face

Before you black out
After I spray you with some mace

After it went down I had to refine my taste

It was a bad idea so I'm glad it went to waste

Yeah

So that's it

Unlike you this song isn't shit

I used to like you but now not even a bit

I thought you were nice

Turns out your just ignorant