The Sun

Standing in the sun, do you feel the love
When you're standing in the sun?

Standing in the sun
Do you feel the love?

Twin flame, oh Luna, you burned me
Your love put out by the worry (standing in the sun)
I feel like you when you hurt me
This shit just wants me to hurry
I'm gone, had the last word
Had her heart first, had my mind worked
Hope my life hurts

Yeah, see my only issue was I give, I want it back
See the other issue, losing you, and got a bag
I ain't wanna have to do it, but I hit the dash
Ego telling me that I look better when I'm mad
Simple energy, I don't need no receipts, I feel your mask
Like it's ten of me, numbers on my side, we do the math
If a friend was me and tell me what you did, I'd tell 'em leave
I deserve a peace, I deserve a message in my sleep

When I make some heat, I deserve a wow-I-love-your-beats
I deserve a we, someone who could be for OVP
I deserve a me, I deserve a text I do not need
Making fun of me, nothing in my heart that you could see
It's a part of me, you told me it's corny, that was mean
When you start to read right between the memories of Vie

You gon' cringe and bleed
You gon' tell yourself to never breathe
How she treated me, ain't nobody understand the reason

Then I finally speak, and I talk about it like it's treason
'Cause it was, and again, I regretted letting my limiter up
But I had to do it, had to find this shit in me to love
Fell in love with my reflection, she ain't copy how I love though, yeah

Nigga's really full of love though
But shit, I know lovers gonna rust though
And I love myself to know just when to let go
And I'm moving forward, way ahead of schedule
I write it out, but I'm healing with my headphones
I believe in myself, not the mental
It's still love but I hate when you fuck me up
It's still love, but I hate when you make mess, oh, girl

Fucked up now, I'm telling me to get gone
You fuck with me, you gon' end up in my damn song
No in-between I'm getting hurt, just like a man son
She wanted me, I wanted her, and then she vamped'd up
She an artist, said she always wanna draw blood
She getting sick, she getting tired how I talk, huh
Hope you see me on a flyer when I boss up (boss up)
Yeah, you seen me all on fire and you walked bruh

My attachment isn't your problem, no problem
No, I really don't bother, no father
Mother gave me some trauma, then she threw me in the world
With the same daughters, same daughters

Mean as fuck, that shit get me up, fuck you and your love
I been nice, I been full of light, but my shadow tough
And he rough with the uppercuts, he could fuck it up
And he said that he knew you'd fold, but I kept the trust
Holy fuck

Think I'm still in love, this shit fucking sucks
But I'm 'Pade, so I'm staying up, never getting stuck
Fucking rage boil in my blood when I think of us
You conditional, I don't think that's anybody's fault
But I'm not

So even if in love, I'ma leave with all I got
And you can be the girl that my feelings got involved with
But you wasn't the girl that was loving me a lot
Got exactly what you feared when the fearing finna stop (when the fearing finna stop)

Do you feel the love
When you're standing in the sun? (When you're standing in the sun)

Twin flame, oh, Luna, you burned me
Your love, put out by the worry (when you're standing in the sun)
I feel like you when you hurt me
This shit just wants me to hurry
I'm gone, had the last word
Had her heart first, had my mind worked
Hope my life hurts