Midnight Freestyle

And if I'm being honest, I think that I've lost it
I gotta move cautious, I act way too modest
And my heart is too cold just like the ground
If we pullin' up with a choppa, I promise it won't make a sound

Like, who tryna run up a fade, and pull up on me, you get smacked in the face
And all this bullshit, driving me insane
And y'all don't know my pain, giving me migraines
I stay up all night, steady trippin', bout my things

And y'all don't even really know how it really feel to be alone
I come from a broken home, and I can't be here so I gotta go
But now you gotta know, don't even trust a ho
I can't trust no more, fill him up with bullet holes

Life is a big joke now, I'm surrounded by dark clouds
And look at these flames spark out, smoking alone in a park now
And y'all can't even tempt me, steady sipping henny
Fill my heart with love, watch that shit empty

And I got scars on my heart, watch that shit fall apart
And I've made it this far, by myself in the dark
Now I'm on top of my shit, did this without guidance
Like Nav it's perfect timing, me running from these sirens

And I don't want her to see how crazy I can be
Because if you know me, I expect you to leave
I'm used to kicking it dolo
But by myself, by myself, I feel solo

And I miss my bro bros, they was totin' fo' foes
Driving down the highway, they speeding from the po' po'
I'm chilling in the backseat of a random taxi
Just let me spark my spliff so I can vibe out and be happy

And I ain't met that bitch like last week
She too crazy and flew past me
That's tough cause she a baddy
And that bitch keep popping addy's

Big bro got caught for xanny's
Stay with One Piece like I'm Sanji
Trapping out Toyota Camrys
Bitch don't grab my heart you handsy

And I've been living in a circle
I'm bruised up my heart purple
And I'm facing all these obstacles like I was jumping hurdles
And I can't do this again, so tell me when will it end

And I've been pushing my limits, just trying to clear out my head
I love to smile, but inside I'm frowning
I've been sitting in my tears and soon I'll be drowning
And I love to get high cause often I am low

And they say they got my back, but on the real, I'm on my own
So bitch stop lying, and I'm really trying
But my head keep on frying, to the point where I feel like I'm flying