Did you even care?

Do you feel me when I reach out?
Can you hear me without the sound of my words?
Thought I knew you better
Guess I'm too complex or I'm cursed with caring
For everyone else
Feel the tearing within myself from all the aid
In return I never wanted anything except love
Or maybe caring
When they notice what's wrong you're beyond repairing
I've gotten good at dwelling, but now I say Fuck to that
It's not worth suppressing my thoughts on my life
Cause If I died today did you even care about mine?

Ooh
When u fell I'd lift you up, when you're down I'd give you love
And I don't care what you say you can call me everything
I wanna know did you even?
Everyday we'd fight, your words kept me up through the night
Then they're in my head what you said wasn't what you meant
Oh did you even
Did you even care?
And I got stuck taking down the pictures of us
I lost the only one I trust I can't
Even see me with someone else
When I'm dreaming you're still in all the plans we made
Do I run or do I change how I see everything
I find myself staring at a moment in time with you
I need to stop dwelling and say Fuck to that
It's not worth forgetting my thoughts about life
Cause If I died today would you even care about mine?
You'd always say too much, never knew I just wanted love
When something was wrong you would just try to one up
Did you even?
Everyday we'd fight, your words kept me up through the night
Then they're in my head what you said wasn't what you meant
Did you even, did you even care?
About me, about love and who we could be
And who you were?
If you look through my eye's would you still say you tried for me?
You said you tried for me
But I think you let that ship sink in front of my eyes
So guess this is goodbye to all the things we never did share
Even though I was always right there can I ask?
Did you even care?



Credits
Writer(s): Tanner Baslee
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