lost you first

I'd be insecure always unsure
If I was enough or if you needed more babe
I'd be on your schedule walking on eggshells
Wondering when you'd get home

Hindsight now I see it be misery
What I'd have given up I'm so much better off

I'd be drinking a whole lot more and sleeping a whole lot less
Putting my dreams in the top drawer and chasing yours instead
Spending all my precious time my love and energy
Try to fill every void for you while running on empty
Yeah I guess in retrospect, it's good we never worked
'cause I probably would've lost myself so I'm glad I lost you first
I probably would've lost myself so I'm glad I lost you first

I just had this image of me trying to fit in
With you and all of your friends city to city
Wondering where I'm sleeping
The company you're keeping if it was just me and oh oh

Hindsight, now I see it be misery
What I'd have given up. I'm so much better off

I'd be drinking a whole lot more and sleeping a whole lot less
Putting my dreams in the top drawer and chasing yours instead
Spending all my precious time my love and energy
Try to fill every void for you while running on empty
Yeah I guess in retrospect, it's good we never worked
'cause I probably would've lost myself so I'm glad I lost you first
I probably would've lost myself so I'm glad I lost you first
I probably would've lost myself so I'm glad I lost you first

All the parties, the sorries, the girls in your phone,
Be surrounded by crowds, and I still feel alone

I'd be drinking a whole lot more and sleeping a whole lot less
Putting my dreams in the top drawer and chasing yours instead
Spending all my precious time my love and energy
Try to fill every void for you while running on empty
Yeah I guess in retrospect, it's good we never worked
'cause I probably would've lost myself so I'm glad I lost you first
I probably would've lost myself so I'm glad I lost you first



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