What to Say

It could all be so simple
Yeah, yeah, yeah

I miss my grandma, we don't hardly talk
It hurt for us to speak
My papa said they always there for me
That's getting hard to see
Wish I could spend more time with lil Mae
I'm somewhere in the A
She old enough to ask why I ain't home
I don't know what to say
Cause it's like I don't know how to tell her
I been gone so long
Because I'm tryna make it better
It's hard to live a life where you can't feel it
When they say they love you
Remember who inside
That's how you deal with every time they judge you

Feeling all alone
With the feelings I been holding in
Barely holding on
It's just I feel like I been owed a win
Knock me down and I get right back up
Just to go again
Know it's coming, know it is
I ain't never know a friend
So I don't owe nobody nothing
Ain't nobody here to tell me it'll be okay
Telling them I'm near it
I been stepping out on faith
Praying God will hear it
Each and every time I pray
They don't understand and I hate it
It's crazy how my fans think I made it
While I'm tryna tell my mama
It'll happen soon for us
I can't wait to see it
See the moon from the tour bus
Know I'm something serious
They hating on me
I got people in Nigeria
That's waiting on me
Say the numbers just keep going up
While the labels holding nuts
Asked for my account from Miguel
He ain't show me nothing
I just keep on going might as well
'Cause I know it's coming
Still ain't seen my royalties for hole in my heart
Still ain't seen my royalties for destined to be
I can't help but ask God what he testing in me
Feel I'm ready for it
I ain't sleeping till the early morning
Niggas act like they'll do a song
And never send it through
Niggas never was a friend of me
That ain't what friends would do
I can't wait to see you
And act like I don't know you
Imma say it's nice to meet you
They take what you give and
That's why I don't trust you people
Niggas treat you like they equal
Knowing we ain't equal
I feel like you evil
You gotta be hurting
Cause why you hurting me for
Why you leaving me sore
Treat me like I don't exist
Know it's coming, know it is
Know it's coming though I stress
Maybe if I speak it to existence when I'm feeling less
Mmm, but I'm tired
But they looking
Keep on pushing till I'm higher
Barely is I'm ever wrong
Family they don't like my song
They don't ever share it when I drop
That's why I feel that way
I would give them everything I got
But what they do the same?
Hear me in this song so when I drop
It's just for you to sing
Bought another perk for me to pop
To get me through the pain
But it don't ever make it no better
I've been struggling to keep my head up
I know what you're thinking cause I read you
See as you get closer to the top
You don't know who will love you
I ain't really worried if I drop
Cause it's gon' do the numbers

Uh yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Uh yeah, yeah

Yeah, I miss my grandma
We don't hardly talk
It hurt for us to speak
My papa said they always there for me
That's getting hard to see
Wish I could spend more time with lil Mae
I'm somewhere in the A
She old enough to ask why I ain't home
I don't know what to say
Cause it's like I don't know how to tell her
I been gone so long
Because I'm tryna make it better
It's hard to live a life where you can't feel it
When they say they love you
Remember who inside
That's how you deal with every time they judge you
Yeah yeah