Up and Down

High
Oh
My mind, It winds, it goes up and down
And down
My mind it goes up and down

Tryna pin point the location inside of me
That determines why I get frustrated
For Pete's sake it's, hard to maintain this
Pain and anguish it feel dangerous
But, whatever the case is, I just stop and start thinking
If I rise then fall I
Just don't keep falling down
Then anxiety telling me to start rioting
But like, what am I a thief
Then it gets hard to breathe then
Oh
Then I see a smile on my daughters face
Forget everything I just said now it's all in space
And a feeling like this is hard to break
I've felt heartaches and heart breaks but
This here is all faith it's all safe
No dark place in dark caves
I'm not crazy
I just think time to time my mind is racing
And it takes me to different places
It goes up and down all around
Merry go round but out of bounds
I try, I fail
But I get back up on that boat and sail
I get back up on the boat and sail
How far away it's hard to tell
Just hate the wait but I mind as well cuz

Hard times
They only work for you part time
But they could sleep with you all night
You gotta know that it's alright, alright
If I rise then fall I
Just don't keep falling down
I get back up
Without backup
When my backs up on the wall

Why every time I'm having a good time with a loved one
No bad time yet but eventually it become one
And I'm talking like having the time of your life
Like really laughing like using up all of your lungs
To replace it with joy and hype and
When I feel like that I convince myself that
nothing can destroy this moment but only time could tell
And just smiling is like medicine
And it can cure the heart when it's feeling a little irregular
And at the time it's evident
But then something negative just happens
And it got me like what is this
It's like somebody flipped a switch
Damn is this really happening
Was this an accident cuz two seconds ago was happiness and
Sometimes the proof can lie but you decide
Life's plan is bigger than you and I
I swear sometimes it want me to lose my mind
But it still go up and down all around
Merry go round but out of bounds
It can't be the same all year round
I try and I fail...
But I get back up on my feet and yeah
Cuz even if you show up with a suit and tie
Success ain't the only way to smile
You can still laugh while you crying

Hard times
Hard times
They only work for you part time
But they could sleep with you all night
You gotta know that it's alright, alright
If I rise then fall I
Just don't keep falling down
I get back up
Without backup
When my backs up on the wall