Still Here (feat. Kid Nothing)

Almost couldn't help myself
Staring at the abyss again
Vibrant pictures painted black
Will I ever be myself again?
Headed on this long road
Deceptive in motion
Been looking for these lost codes
Defective emotion

I just need another dosage
It's no longer potent
Cyberpsychosis
I'm lost out in the open
Battered, bruised, not broken
I'm still here

Is anyone still here?
Dark hallways- scream into the void, but it's all in vain
Life so devoid, but I'm told it's okay
Creature comforts are the decorations of the day
I'm supposed to remark on their ornateness
But the only thing on my mind is this blankness
Dastardly dancing shadowy figures in the basement
Of
My psyche
And although it seems unlikely
The dawn promised to me after dark feels enlightening
In the interim
Hopelessness and bleakest visions
No bespoke system to null these superstitions
Demons' laughs deafen me, so it's easy not to listen
To the course of action suggested through this depression
Intercession of the Divine on my mind
As I take out mortgages to buy more borrowed time
The light drives out the darkness
Though right now I'm walking blind
I'll maintain my focus to walk the line
But through it all, just know that I'm still here
Through all the dirt and grime, know my eyes are still clear
And regardless of the struggle, I choose to adhere
To the Truth in my heart and soul, word life, I'll persevere
I know I'm worth it

I just need another dosage
It's no longer potent
Cyberpsychosis
I'm lost out in the open
Battered, bruised, not broken
I'm still here