No Hook

Down on my lowest, they ain't know it, had to sit out for a sec
And on that crossroad, I had to take a breath and redirect
And I keep myself in check, I see my wrongs when I reflect
And I make them walk on that plank before I let them up on my deck

The past unsettling, but no pit or hole that I'll settle in
My business they gonna meddle in, minding my own, I ain't meddling
Oh them demons in my head again, like I won't shoot them dead again
I'm a soldier til it's over, said a victim what I never been

They speaking bout me and over me, mad hot with me, then cold shoulder me
Won't trip off what ain't told to me, but I love when true colors showed to me
It ain't no beef that's old to me, spending my day thinking bout an older me
A day when no chains got a hold of me, you ain't tryna grow you can't roll with me

I'm good, and I'm gone, peace and love what I'm on
If I told it, then I wrote it; that's my soul in every song
Know they feel me like I feel them, when I sing they sing along
Thanking God for every day, rain or shine, He made me strong

Aye, let me take a second, thank you God for every blessing
Thank you for the pain, it wasn't no L, it was a lesson
You my Heart, you my Strength, you my Reason that I rest in
You the Captain of my soul, I put my vest on and my best in
Lord I thank you for the testing

Looking to the day that I'll be resting
Be with me while I'm tested
I gave him my heart and then He blessed it
I feel like I'm destined to be the one that steps in
Show the way to life and step into a new direction

Love in every second, never stop reflecting
Keep on working at it till the day that I perfect it
Aye, love in every second, aye
And never stop reflecting

Please don't remind me of the things that I did
And I'm going into OT, nothing like the old me
That pain reinvented me, can't say it ever broke me
Keep my life on low key, my problems get so deep

And if you love me, you gonna have to show me
And I'm still singing what you want from me
Calm and collected why you taunting me?
Hear the ghost of the past still haunting me

But who could stand against me if God with me?
If God with me
And God with me
Yes God with me