The ones I choose

I feel like a fool cause I'm sat here Friday night doing nothing while you're off getting high with your friends
Barely thinking of the work, barely thinking of your mum, barely thinking of the message that I sent to you it read:
I know you're down and alone but you can call me home
Now I'm down and alone but you won't pick up the phone
My sister always says that the ones I choose
Are the ones that I know I'm going to lose

I gave up all my time and I thought I'd be re-payed with someone who really loves me now I partly feel betrayed
But it changes every day as you think of different ways to keep me hanging on so slightly so you're in my head each day
Never knowing how long until your next breakaway
My brother always says that the ones I choose
Are the ones that always leave me confused

I guess that they're right
Don't change my mind
By being too kind
Just leave me behind

The other day I was feeling differently cause you showed just a little bit of interest and I saw you looking at me
Now I'm thinking about it more
You could have been staring at the door
And I know, and I know, and I know, and I know, and I know, and I know
That whatever this is and whatever you are I should just let you go
My sister always says that the ones I choose
Are the ones that I know I'm going to lose

I guess that they're right
Don't change my mind
By being too kind
Just leave me behind

Leave me behind
Leave me behind
Leave