My Last Album

I lie here, I'm waking up again I know it's nightmares
Bad thoughts in my head, this life is unfair
Got me smoking cigarettes and feeling the fresh air
Cause I don't care, no

Sipping till I drown, I'ma keep on going back around
Tell me when I'm all out, so she tell me she don't want me now
Swear to God, I don't even know
I'm just trying to feel a boost of loving every time I fall apart
And every time you fall apart, sorry girl, that just ain't right
I'm sorry when I cannot be that guy
I just wanna keep on dancing underneath the moonlights
Every time I feel your vibes
That's every time I let you by

Baby, tripping on the daily
And lately, shit ain't feeling a-okay
Maybe I'm just getting lazy
Just tell me what you want from me

Some days it feels like I've been falling way down below zero
And every time I wanna get away, you'll still be my hero
It's sad but true, I don't know if I'll be here by tomorrow
If I'm overdosing then you know it's just my sorrow

Strung out, baby, where we going tonight
I'm stuck here, you got me paralyzed, Yeah, Yeah
You caught me by surprise (caught me by surprise, yeah, Escape the Tiger)

Never did I ever wanna go (go)
But maybe there is something that you really got to know
I've been feeling lost, I've been feeling low
And maybe it's my time that I'm really bout to go
And I've been thinking to myself
And it might sound dumb
But I just think that this might be my last album
I used to feel good like music was my therapy
The older that I get, I feel myself become the enemy
No more shame, but I'm always in my brain
And fuck this pain, cause it's always been the same
Been doing this music six years in the making
It got to the point that I really fucking hated it
And the longer that I go, then the longer she stay cold

Baby, tripping on the daily
And lately, shit ain't feeling a-okay
Maybe I'm just getting lazy
Just tell me what you want from me