No Structure

Took a long time but I'm back here
2019 feeling like last year
So many ups and down I moved around
Now I gotta switch my sound up

Ain't nobody gotta tell me that I got a gift
Cause I've been so wrapped up in all of this
Subject changing, fighting my demons
If I say imma beat you then I mean it

Supposedly, supposed to be is meant to be but you know That Ain't Me
Some traumas live in my head rent free
So I don't know where I'm supposed to be

Where am going and how I've been living
What am I doing and who am I missing
All of the things that I've been pursuing
I put in the work so I'll prove that it's worth it

I gotta confess
I ain't been doing that well I've been stressed
Fighting off all these demons inside of my head
Is not going well but I'm doing my best

Gotta get this all off of my chest
Took a step back got me some rest
Looked at the game I reassessed
Too stuck in my brain it was a test

I'm doing fine that's a great lie
Lost in my mind but I'm in my prime
Doing everything that I can do
So in the future I can do anything that I want to

I'm a different person, different version, done some learning
So I could grow
I done sown the seeds, it's meant to be, I've learnt some things
And now I know

Never make the same mistake twice
Take a chance and roll that dice
I gamble with the chips I call life
And hope everything turns out nice

After so many late nights
One thing I've realised
This crazy thing called life
It ain't got no structure

No structure to this game
No structure to this fame
No structure in my lane
No structure in my brain

I don't feel the same
As I used to and I ain't used to
Feeling way better like I do now
Imma take this feeling and make you all proud

Take it all the way up to the sky limit
Take it to the peak and shout I did it
I know I can do it cause my mind's in it
I meant my heart is but I had to rhyme with it
Fuck old scars they can die in the past
Thinking bout the future and it's coming too fast
If you gimme some time I can make this last
Call me Jimmy neutron cause I'm gonna blast

Out from your stereo, grudges I'll let em go
I'm bout to let em know, I'm so original
Say I ain't gonna do it just watch me
Push everything to the limit, I ain't stopping

Pen like John Wick you cant disarm me
Your shit is so dry just like disani
The boys in my corner they are my army
Living my best life I just be farming



Credits
Writer(s): Adam Craddock
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