Self Medicate

Since my girlfriend left me, I've been all alone
I'm a little irate, she won't pick up the phone
I've got all these problems, they make me act quite rash
But why think of solutions, when I got loads of cash

Oh yeah I got loads of cash
(For what?)
For the dealers in the back
I'll make the most of this stash
(Until)
Until your calling me back

I'll take a shot for the pain
With contraband in my veins
Incapable of having brains
I'll never go against the grain

I'll blame you, for all I do

Can't blame myself so, I'll blame it all on her
And anyone else who, can clearly see the truth
I'll tell her she's mine but, she'll never tie me down
While I take to others, and I don't care if she frowns

Oh yeah I'm looking around
(At what?)
At the other girls in town
But I don't know why she gets upset
(You know)
It's not like I'm touching them

And I guess she's just in her head
So I'll drink some beer instead
I do these things so I don't face
My loneliness I want no trace

Of this, mistress

Self medicate, because I won't change my ways
Blame it on my sign, for my developmental laze
These things that I do, they leave you dissatisfied
And me not telling ya things, (Guess what) it's not the same as lies

Oh but I see it in your eyes
(Here we go)
You say it is when ya hide
But I don't hide I withhold
Come on, you get like this if I told ya

That's why I'll never change for you
Keep this destructive attitude
I get to talk to who I want
Behind you until I'm caught

Find it's true, that I'm doomed

(I'm done arguing with you, if ya wanna leave, leave)

So I'll go home and smoke a bowl
Because I have no self control
My hedonistic ways are set
These alibis I have are nets

They catch my falls, but I won't crawl

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