Black Sheep Party

A slow process i used for pain adjusting
I told some niggas bout my pain, they tried to say it's nothing
You can't feel the way i feel 'cause you ain't in my skin
If you feel it's over nothing, no more being friends
I put my pain right in the sky, a blunt of gas to lift it
So confused i put in years now they say i'm gifted
I was working on my craft before i put commitment
I traded friends for eight-o-eights, somehow i know i didn't

I traded friends for eight-o-eight
I traded friends for eight-o-eight
I traded friends for eight-o-eight
I traded friends for eight-o-eight
I traded friends for eight-o-eight
I traded friends for eight-o-eight
I traded friends for eight-o-eight
I traded friends for eighty-eight

Middle of the room, dark as the night but my blunt is bright
Something 'bout a soldier can't kick a illness ain't sitting right
Something 'bout a blunt everyday, it's like he can't live his life
So he put a filter to numb the shit that ain't hide

Twelve in the morning
Just me and my thoughts
Only if you knew my thoughts
You would feel the same
You would feel the same
You would feel my pain

(I say) niggas love beyonce and rihanna
(We know) bitches love that dolce and gabanna
(I stay) true to what kept me to me when trying to
Formulate a plan, now we everywhere they could find us
(Remember when) me and ks riding in blue honda
(I was like) sixteen with a big trying to climb up
(Ks was like) we don't need nobody else to sign us
Don't be like these niggas depending on labels trying us

Feel like no one understand the life of a sheep
Wait, feel like no one understand the life of a sheep
Just 'cause it's black inside the black
Can't see the tears when it weep
Just 'cause its black inside the black
Can't see its skin when it creep
Now i see white sheeps painted black, they just pretending to be
How you pretending to be, just by befriending a sheep
This ain't a life by association, this life behind grief
This ain't a life that need cultivating, content and at ease

He at a black sheep party (i traded friends for eight-o-eight)
Its a black sheep party (i traded friends for eight-o-eight)
Oh this a black sheep party (i traded friends for eight-o-eight)
Oh this a black sheep party (i traded friends for eight-o-eight)
Oh this a black sheep party (i traded friends for eight-o-eight)
This a black sheep party (i traded friends for eight-o-eight)
This a black sheep party (i traded friends for eight-o-eight)
Oh this a black sheep party (i traded friends for eighty-eight)

Egotistic, lacking in commitment, if it's not a spliff
Young and reckless, plus built up aggression, run you off a cliff
Off the hill, shit i fucked the world, ain't use no condom still
Touch a pill, if i can't touch 'em, i know my trauma will

Six in the morning
Damn near missed the whole night
Thank god i ain't miss this flight
It dont feel the same
It dont feel the same
Same