Forgot to Inhale

I don't know bro maybe it's the way we walk
Outlined body, sad cause she used to play with chalk
PTSD I didn't understand the way I thought
I needed meds instead they told me I should pray to God
In life does a win ever outweigh a loss

At a point in life I reached an intersection
Dope addict nodding at the peak of his injection
You look down on me what do you see in your reflection

All the schemes as adolescence
fucking dreaming of the presence
Not gift wrapped just to see them in the present
Family either hiding deceased or just depressing and
Mom gone smoking on that motherfucking rock again
Alcoholic pops is bent
Some rival game just popped my friend
I saw it that day I guess I should've stopped it then

We don't sign up for the street life we're adopted in
Cops killing people rocking badges
rotting tin
You shot a kid racist arrests and a lot of shit

But sadly the law always wins
So how to avail
I'm cuffed to the table am I going to jail
Do my friends give a fuck
Are they posting my bail

Some say they're high on life I forgot to inhale
But fuck what they say cause we got to reveal

Some friends from grade school still rotting in cells
Religious friends convinced they'll be rotting in hell
Man it's obnoxious as hell
They used to use swords
Now they just bomb and they shell

So Putin what the fuck you doing
Put yourself inside the shoes and look at things loosen
Dead men on each side no coffins for platoons
And I'm exhausted watching Ukrainians and how they're taught to watch their movements
Beyond the nuisance when you're talking human life
You get sliced and when you turn blue
I whisper you have the bluest eyes
What's your plan
Wipe them off leave a few alive
Come to New York go on Instagram and do it live
Commit suicide

And if it was you or I I'd punch through you
Oh shit cowards do have spines