Isaiah (feat. JojoDaRose)

Feel like I'm about to have a breakdown
Cause the person in front of me's not who they were in my memory
Yeah, they used to be wanted and used to fit right in the puzzle
Now the puzzle is done and he just sits on top of the board
Alone
Confession to this man
That I don't know
He traces all the ways
I go
I still recall when we
Made us our own
Man in the mirror is
Unknown

I'm gonna take
This pill
To make
Me well
It's late
And I feel so low
Pretty in pink
So small
And full
Of stars
It's taken hold of me and won't let go
Escape myself

Yeah

I feel like Yeshua dying
I'm such a mess I'm so high and
I feel so stressed so I'm flying
I'm such a cretin for trying
Short on breath trying buying
Extra time from the devil
Why am I always dishevelled?
My mind you'll find is a hell hole
Getting up every day after
Lying late stuck in my brain
I do not sleep it's not okay
Today looks like a rainy day
Work ethic strained
I'm feeling strange
I'm keeling getting up in pain
I'm sorry that I snapped today
It's not okay
It's not okay

Take
This pill
To make
Me well
It's late
And I feel so low
Pretty in pink
So small
And full
Of stars
It's taken hold of me and won't let go
Escape myself

Gonna run away from the pain and stress
Get a gun and aim insane I let
My anxieties get control of me so behind with the work I know I need
Lie to me or let me be don't fret for me I'm wrecked this eve productivity is stressing me iniquities won't let me be
Edification my education
Maybe I'll cave in
Look like a caveman
Hurting and fading
Cursing and craving
No, I won't come out rather just stay in
Isaiah from the stars I fell
Banished by god into hell
Run from me for your own health
Cos I cannot escape myself

I'm gonna take
This pill
To make
Me well
It's late
And I feel so low
Pretty in pink
So small
And full
Of stars
It's taken hold of me and won't let go
Escape myself

Escape myself
Escape myself