Suppression
I try to suppress how I feel
To avoid the problems at will
My mind is trying to tell me something
Which road will I take when I'm approaching different paths
Time flashes through my conscious and I feel months slip by in a blink of my eye
I know what I should do, I am aware I should stop
I feel myself spiralling down into a tunnel of black
If I'm questioning if I should do it, I know I probably shouldn't
But it's easier to smoke then to deal with my problems
The boundaries of being in my head all the time
A lock on a box that doesn't even exist
If I could just be happy I feel it'd be easy to stop
But nothing satisfies me when negativity is all around
Maybe it's all in my head and this world's not so sad
But from what I've seen everything around me falls apart or goes bad
I fucking hate who I am
I'm sick of everything around me
Nothing brings me joy and
I just want to be happy
Life's such an endless thing
I feel tired all the time
I'm done with this wild ride
It's overwhelming me once again
Now reoccurring, I'm back on the breaking point
A vivid reminder of everything I surpassed
I thought maybe it's been long enough but
I'm just stuck on the things that broke me
It's too much for my head
I just want to stay in my bed
And close my eyes and wake up and
Everything will be alright
But I know day after day
That life will go on
And whether I'm gone or on this Earth
The things that occurred
Have already been done
It's too much for my head I just want stay in my bed and close my eyes and wake up and
Everything will be alright
It's too much for my head
It's too much for my head
I fucking hate who I am
I'm sick of everything around me
Nothing brings me joy, and
I just want to be happy
Life's such an endless thing
I feel tired all the time
I'm done with this wild ride
It's overwhelming me once again
It's too much for my head
I just want to stay in my bed
And close my eyes and wake up and
Everything will be alright
To avoid the problems at will
My mind is trying to tell me something
Which road will I take when I'm approaching different paths
Time flashes through my conscious and I feel months slip by in a blink of my eye
I know what I should do, I am aware I should stop
I feel myself spiralling down into a tunnel of black
If I'm questioning if I should do it, I know I probably shouldn't
But it's easier to smoke then to deal with my problems
The boundaries of being in my head all the time
A lock on a box that doesn't even exist
If I could just be happy I feel it'd be easy to stop
But nothing satisfies me when negativity is all around
Maybe it's all in my head and this world's not so sad
But from what I've seen everything around me falls apart or goes bad
I fucking hate who I am
I'm sick of everything around me
Nothing brings me joy and
I just want to be happy
Life's such an endless thing
I feel tired all the time
I'm done with this wild ride
It's overwhelming me once again
Now reoccurring, I'm back on the breaking point
A vivid reminder of everything I surpassed
I thought maybe it's been long enough but
I'm just stuck on the things that broke me
It's too much for my head
I just want to stay in my bed
And close my eyes and wake up and
Everything will be alright
But I know day after day
That life will go on
And whether I'm gone or on this Earth
The things that occurred
Have already been done
It's too much for my head I just want stay in my bed and close my eyes and wake up and
Everything will be alright
It's too much for my head
It's too much for my head
I fucking hate who I am
I'm sick of everything around me
Nothing brings me joy, and
I just want to be happy
Life's such an endless thing
I feel tired all the time
I'm done with this wild ride
It's overwhelming me once again
It's too much for my head
I just want to stay in my bed
And close my eyes and wake up and
Everything will be alright
Credits
Writer(s): Vai Gravino
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