Cope

I've been trying to cope with my
Feelings, been tryna scream for help
But no one's hearing, no
Don't really wanna cry, really can't
Deny, I always feel so alone, why do
I hold it all in, that ain't how you do it
Yeah, scared of vulnerability
I don't wanna feel weak

But that's just how I cope
I don't got no business out here
Feeling like a joke
Maybe I should open up
But I can't let go
I don't wanna fight
Afraid of being judged yeah
I don't wanna go there

But that's just how I cope
I don't got no business out here
Feeling like a joke
Maybe I should open up
But I can't let go
I don't wanna fight
Afraid of being judged yeah
I don't wanna go there

Tryna face the fact I cant control it
Try so hard surpressing my emotions
So, I don't have to open up
Then I end up feeling stuck
I wanna know the unknown
Don't know why I pretend
Why I put myself through this
Don't wanna fake it
I just wanna break it

But that's just how I cope
I don't got no business out here
Feeling like a joke
Maybe I should open up
But I can't let go
I don't wanna fight
Afraid of being judged yeah
I don't wanna go there

But that's just how I cope
I don't got no business out here
Feeling like a joke
Maybe I should open up
But I can't let go
I don't wanna fight
Afraid of being judged yeah
I don't wanna go there

Sometimes I cry if I wanna
And I lie if i have to
Mandatory to act rude
It's Okay if I sneak booze
And punch Hella holes in the wall
And cover them up
With the dark things I draw

Sometimes I scream while I'm driving
Take naps at the drive-in
And instigate fighting post it first on
My private write six paragraphs long
Ball it up and put it in a song

But that's just how I cope
I don't got no business out here
Feeling like a joke
Maybe I should open up
But I can't let go
I don't wanna fight
Afraid of being judged yeah
I don't wanna go there

But that's just how I cope
I don't got no business out here
Feeling like a joke
Maybe I should open up
But I can't let go
I don't wanna fight
Afraid of being judged yeah
I don't wanna go there



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Writer(s): Brandon Smith, Lauryn Herron, Bungiggy Pacific
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