Drifting

Everyday that I wake up I wonder where I will go
I've been trying to lift my spirit I've been trying to fucking steer it
But I'm inclined to fucking drift it off the road
Will I fall off before my second show

Just for the record know I would love to be the dragon
But this water is fucking cold
It put out the fire now I'm drying off real slow
All of my bones are shaking now just wanna go home

All these hoes are faking they just want dough
No love it's been vacant because you can't get
Passed this chest if you think this heart is yours then you're crazy
I put my foot to the pavement to clarify where you're staying

But the line is getting hazy so can you define your lust for me
That you'll care for me
And not squeeze my central part into dust
I'm a Spartan but trust this is far from the love
That I saw in my rest
I need to call for my help before I lay down for death
Before I fall into hell before my souls in a cell

I'll be speeding down the road
I'm just trying to find the end to the bow
Arrow finds me bestowed
Inside my fucking grace, I'm too scared to leave this cave

Haven't fell for insanity, but I'm starting to rot away
Seen sunlight, it's been some days, I'm tired of feeling afraid
Won't let it lock me out, before I break out of this cage
You'll have to knock me out, but I'll keep on fighting
Until these hoes, keep on flocking now
They keep on asking me if I'll make it but I
Guess it's out of care, put my back against the wall
Until my spinal breaks, leave me deep inside a brace

Thinking I'll be good, makes me kind of fake
Because, I don't know for sure, if I'll equate
To what I should be, but I guess I was born to disappoint you
Rose full of thorns, but I guess that's the point you

Go all or nothing, just let me be your chauffeur
I will travel through the darkness, just to find the light to appoint you
So what