sinking

Did I say a little too much?
If I did, then I'm sorry my love
But you have gotta try
I'm fighting for my life

I lost my track, I'm sinking
I wonder, "Do you need him?"
'Cause your love was barely needed
My texts, you're never receiving
And your love is so deceiving
My body aches from bleeding out
Your love, I'd rather drown
There's no more saving me

This wasn't how I meant to be
But girl, I lost my brain
I know you don't care
Girl, was I a vanity fair?
I miss our conversations
But I hate our confrontations
You act like a bitch to me
You're selfish, you don't even see a thing
Like oh my fucking god
You say it's all my fault
I'm going fucking manic
'Cause girl, I cannot stand it

Did I say a little too much?
If I did, then I'm sorry my love
But you have gotta try
I'm fighting for my life

I lost my track, I'm sinking
I wonder, "Do you need him?"
'Cause your love was barely needed
My texts, you're never receiving
And your love is so deceiving
My body aches from bleeding out
Your love, I'd rather drown
There's no more saving me

And I'm sinking, I'm falling so far down
'Cause all my plans just got so stretched out
And I've been screaming and yelling, so damn loud
I guess that I'm just so damn done now

And I'm so toxic, like are you trying to watch this?
I'm really been fiending for a fight, but you can stop this
Like, are you just trying to fuck over my plans girl?
I hope you know that you could never have my hand girl
I know you want it, but you will never have it
You had me looking so dumb when you grabbed it
All you really did is prove to me that you're batshit
Crazy and it's tragic

Now I know now, that I'll never know how
To deal with you after a night out
Nocturnal, yeah, your just a night owl
And I guess you're always right on

I lost my track, I'm sinking
I wonder, "Do you need him?"
'Cause your love was barely needed
My texts, you're never receiving
And your love is so deceiving
My body aches from bleeding out
Your love, I'd rather drown
There's no more saving me