On paper

The snowflake falling on the withered flower
The gust of wind stripping the trees
Standing still, out of reach, feeling awkward
Like an inept
All alone, looking out of the window
I feel unfit
Spontaneous bursts of blurred memories
Fading reflections of the past
Futile thoughts are erasing the few words
Of my mouth
Getting tired of having to hold back the tears

While sinking in unhappy feelings
A faint ray of light makes its way
If someone is there, I'm just asking for help
But I just left the TV on
If nobody can understand me
I'll leave all my thoughts to the paper
It won't give a hurtful opinion
It won't react at all

The helpless hare hiding under the snow
It's taking shelter from the cold
On its own
Quickly fleeing when feeling
The danger
Wild and shy
Not showing itself to the world
Long-lasting lies replaced reality
The liar convinced of what he said
Wrongly fitting
In a distorted version
Of his identity
Hiding truth under carpets
Along shameful sins

While sinking in unhappy feelings
A faint ray of light makes its way
If someone is there, I'm just asking for help
But I just left the TV on
If nobody can understand me
I'll leave all my thoughts to the paper
It won't give a hurtful opinion
It won't react at all

Ascending levels of insanity
The pain is getting to its peak
I'll hold on
Getting ready to come back to life
Nevermore
I'm not staying alone anymore

While diving in conflicting feelings
A faint ray of light makes its way
I know someone's there, I'm just asking for help
I ain't gotta stay here alone
I know someone can understand me
And the thoughts that I left on the paper
I won't care about hurtful opinions
I will be truly free