True Love

True love shouldn't be this complicated
Thought I'd die in your arms
I thought I'd die in yours
True love shouldn't be this complicated

Thought I'd die in your arms
I thought I'd die in yours
I've been searching for love
But the man in the mirror says you're not gonna win

I met this bitch one day, got attached, but I know deep down she really ain't shit
It's hard to see fake, so I put my heart in a cage
Hoping maybe one day, I can hear you say it
It's spoken peace. I'm a beast

I'm too heart broke, to let her see
And she knows my heart is on my sleeve
And I'm prepared to see her leave
But she promised that she won't leave

It's raining, it's dark, so I put my car in park
I'm start gazing at the stars, thinking about our future
I said I could've scarred
I'm emotional damage, and my heart was in a state of panic

I turn around, I see the world spinning
Time to separate my feelings
And God knows I'm fucking venting
Cause my heart in my sleeve

And all this pain in my chest won't leave
Pull up, put the dick in a spleen closed casket, fuck Halloween
Cause she left me in the dark

I say my heart just needs a spark
One side says go, another side of me says stay
I'm hearing voices in my head
I'm saying each and every day

And they're sitting on your knees and pray
Five months later, they say things changed
And she said I could slay the rain
And I know you're depressed, but I say different not like

The rest, and times change, fuck the press
I just want you to take a breath
Cause I'm here for you, and being with you is like a miracle
Hey

She shocked me, she's reading my mind
Trying to convince me I'll be fine
But oh shit, I know you're lying
I walked out and now she's crying

It's time to go away, and I'm tired of having rainy days
I put my car in park, think about my life
And how I might just lose this fight
And it might just end in a spark

But I'm scared to let it off
And I'm going 150, but I'm praying God's with me
I get a phone call, it's my girl
She said you've always been in my mind

And this heartbreak shit is a crime
And it's hoping I don't fucking end by you dying
I look up, I see darkness
And I might just be in a fucking coffin

Thinking about my feelings, and God is my witness
And I'm just praying, for, forgiveness
She got me staring at the ceiling
Reminiscing about the past

And how I loved when you were in class
But now I'm gone you can kiss my ass
And I told you about my past
Those statements were critical

And I thought you was a miracle, but you made it worse
Loving you is my biggest curse
But it's true love let me say a verse
My feelings are so cold, and my heart is just getting old

I say fuck these feelings
I'm done being bold
And it's a cold December, and I'm tired of
This is a lonely winter

And God knows I'm a historical sinner
Too depressed, fuck, a dinner
Cause my life is done
And she promised me she was the one

But it's fake love just for fun
Now I'm dead fuck a gun
That's true
Lijah produced this on a phone