Why Am I So Sad (Nightcore)

My doctor said that I've been overthinking
Told me it would be okay
But I've been laying in my bed and thinking
Why do I still feel this way

Some days it's like I'm trapped inside a cage
Running on a wheel of shame
I don't know what's real or fake
Oh no

Even though I should be grateful
Sometimes I feel so hateful
There's no one I can blame
Anymore

Why am I so sad
Why am I so lonely
Feels like all these walls are closing in on me

It's hard for me to laugh
'Cause nothing makes me happy
Chasing all the memories I used to see

So I keep running running running running
Running running running running
Running running running running
Yeah

So I keep running running running running
Running running running running
Running running running running
Yeah

I put a face on for my friends
All smiles like a trophy on a mantelpiece
If only they could see the truth
They'd realize how fragile my life can be

It's like I'm stuck behind some metal bars
Only solitary darkness
The lights they never leave them on

I know I should be so grateful
This life I didn't pay for
But something deep inside is wrong

Why am I so sad
Why am I so lonely
Feels like all these walls are closing in on me

They try to make me laugh
But they will never know me
Happy ever after was just a dream

But I keep running running running running
Running running running running
Running running running running
Yeah

So I keep running running running running
Running running running running
Running running running running
Yeah

Running running running running
Running running running running
Running running running running
Yeah

So I keep running running running running
Running running running running
Running running running running
Yeah

Running running running running
Yeah

Running running running running
Yeah



Credits
Writer(s): Brian Nian Wang
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