Fushi's Interlude

(whooo),(aight)
(Don't even know the date today bro, but like
Listen, ayy)
(These are just thoughts that, like, I've been having, like, lately
You know what I'm sayin')
(Vitu repressed and shit, jus')
(I mean I wrote this song with wet eyes, like experiences and shit,)
Listen
2019, I was tryna get love
Had just become a tween and I saw you as the one
There was this nigga in between, but then y'all called it quits
I swooped in quick, by the lake I said my shit
And damn
Looking back it was corny, we laugh at it
Sending goodnight messages, with gifs, hella average
The first time you rejected me, msee nililia
I wanted to give you love you just had to come near
But that was class six
Been a long time since
I first felt this
These days you posted wit yo man, I hope he is the shit
I hope he give you love, I hope he give you bliss
You taught me girls ain't everything, but they still worth it
You taught me to control myself 'cause we aint ever perfect
Form ni kujibamba and to live in the vibe
But I still wonder, Did my feelings ever hit you inside?
Damn
(That's crazy, that was like four years ago man
Shawty in class six)
(I still talk to her by the way, ya feel me, and she's a baddie)
(We went our separate ways but, it's all love in the end)
2021, uhh
Fuck that was long year glad that it is done
First time I felt an intense desire to run
Childhood problems, KCPE wasn't one
I wanted to cherish people before they go
Example shout-out Josh, we're the first niggas to blow
But always getting disappointed, and shunned off
Shit weighed on my mind, "Kwani I am just too soft"
I was complimenting shawries like, left and right
Dap my brothers when I see them so they know it's alright

Adi walimu
Mazee nilikuwa mwendawazimu
Must've gotten too comfy, nilicome shule na simu
Anyways, unappreciated
And I could never talk about it, unalleviated
Wondering if my loneliness was man-created
Nikajishow hio tu life, and I can't evade it (yeah, I can't evade it)
(That was a dark period for me, like forreal)
(I was-, I was coming home from school, just
Lying into my bed and crying
Cause I have this pressure from school, social issues)
(I was just in class eight by the way
But like, that stuff, took a toll on me)
(I just felt like I was the only one feeling bad at the time
But, I wasn't)
(I mean here's a true story, listen)
2023
Tuanze 2022
Kakangu almost died, death a promise very true
It was going good till like half-way
When there came to school, 'twas a past flame
I talk to you now
Girl, I be hoping that you good now
It was rough adjusting to your presence, but we cool now
Couple therapy sessions, because we couldn't cool out
See you done showed me love, closest I felt to truth
You also broke me up, kicked me, off the roof
You was an anomaly, shawty you bad
And the heart is right, got me thinkin too fast
I need to cool out
(breathes in and out)
Because no matter how many times we talk, peace never lasts
Was almost giving up on you but then you asked
"Could we go back"
I mean I get my wrong-doings
Male ego doesn't wanna see emotions ruined
Avoiding you, it's just an instinct but I stopped
Tried to connect with you learn about your deepest thoughts
I'm on the last straw though
Be honest with me girl, am I dead cargo?
Why you act like you still got love
Lately I've been thinking 'bout kickin' us off to the curb
(I should)



Credits
Writer(s): Victor Wanyoike
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