Deep

Look, I was in too deep
All my fam like indeed
Now I just feel empty, yeah

Think I need a MD
I ain't even mad at you
Cuz it might've been me, well

What I found out?

I can't can't keep you off my mind, now
I can't keep you off my mind (Look)

She waan get married that shit got Marianas
I'm talking pressure, I'm in it deep
We in the trenches, it's a depression
But I don't ditch shit, no I don't dish shit
I mean I just stay *sh* man I'm like Kobe, nah I ain't flinching
I ain't gon hold you, I'm finna finish
Foul ain't gon stop me
Shot up my shot and it's dropping
Lot on my plate but I ate
10-4 on ten for forever
Cuz half ain't the fashion, nah it ain't tight
I mean ain't fastened, few screws loose, that's just the passions
I'm crazy for you
But it's crazy 'fore that that
We was putting all that effort for nought
Guess it's just a pattern I got
Cuz it just keeps on happening
Well goddamnit, I was

I was in too deep
All my fam like indeed
Now I just feel empty, yeah

Think I need a MD
I ain't even mad at you
Cuz it might've been me, well

What I found out?

I can't can't keep you off my mind, now
I can't keep you off my mind

All the things we can't see
All the things we can't say
You so fine I can't speak

In your eyes I'm emptied, just standing looking dumb like—

Ah shit

Shit forgot what I was saying
Coulda been you and me
But you back to that guy
So I'm back to them beats

Shit I mean
I ain't een tryna Dirty Mack
Shit I'm sorry I'm hurt, I'm backing off, it's selfish
Prolly ain't deserve the cat
It's telling, turbid, turning
Turtledoves in the wind, to something Stymphalian
All stemming from my own failure to say how I'm feeling
Love's just scary
What's fulfilling when we die on our lonely
No matter devotion, affection or fidelity?
Shit, getting too deep
Interesting to see, keep on doing that round you lately tho
In faces unconscious confessionals
All I see skeletons so maybe my bone of contention with him is that
You know? Like if we all die
What's actually the point in not being with who we love?
Or telling them at least? And that nigga's in the way
Collateral damage, elaborate ways just to fabricate amnesty
Eloquent farces. In the face of the fact that
You was just back in his arms
And I was just up my neck in the distance pallid and disparate

I was in too deep
All my fam like indeed
Now I just feel empty, yeah (now I just feel empty)

Think I need a MD
I ain't even mad at you
Cuz it might've been me, well

What I found out?

I can't can't keep you off my mind, now
I can't keep you off my mind

I was in too deep
I was in too deep, yeah
I was in too deep, I was in too deep, I was in too deep, yeah
I was in too deep
Deep, deep
Nah, cuz I keep tryna tell myself that codependency isn't love but--
I mean, fuck